This is me...

How could this be? Where is the justice? Those juries are just a bunch of immoral beings. How could the toy with one's life? So what if Tom Robinson is black, that does not prove that his heart is "black"! Are they really blind? All of them are concealing the truth and going against their conscience! How can they be so ridiculous; to not see a truth that even Scout and I can see? Oh yes, because Tom is black.... So it therefore implies an evil assumption that all Negros lie, all of them are basically immoral beings, that all of them should be not left alone white ladies?

I really could not comprehend. Where is the justice? Why can't wicked people be put behind bars? Why must a white man always win when he alleges a black man when the latter did nothing? Why are the people in Maycomb County so obscure and prejudiced? What is the actual difference between a black and a white? If blacks are immoral beings that lie, then what are the whites really? Do us, whites, really tell the truth and uphold justice and respect? We DO NOT!

I can't stand this anymore. When I grow up, something must be done to this irrevocable and biased mindset of the whites! I have to leave this place otherwise, because I can't stand the unfair and inhumane treatment towards a disadvantaged who had done nothing wrong. The Ewells are known to be the scums of Maycomb and Tom Robinson is a righteous and upright lad who has always rendered helped to Mayella Ewell. How can she make use of Tom Robinson and seduce him instead? Where is her conscience and self-control? Why must she do such an evil thing to Tom? Where is her dignity?

Dear diary, I may leave this place once I am independent enough. But now, we can only pray to God that no more misfortunes will befall upon this county. No more misfortunes shall befall...